I Wanted Not To Write This Poem I wanted not to write this poem. I want to save your eyes for me, enjoy you silently, just so my hand is somewhere near your knee. Your eyes, your dark bright eyes, your mouth a hillock for your lips, your hair that waves the way a child would, down a bare lane, through the morning air, are articles that I would keep in some square safer than a piece of paper, larger and less neat, a bedroom or an isle of Greece, but dear affection died between your heart and mine. The stiff white death that pens inflict on love now seems the only voice for our hushed breath. Donald Zirilli 1998