Unmediated Experience Is Impossible The first thing I saw was people seeing. A friend waved to me. I didn't look until he told me what I was looking at. I saw the red and black hole. Then I only looked for what it meant. Damage to the structure. That was before the smoke covered everything. I didn't wait for that. I went inside, wanting a television, and would not go to the window because unmediated experience is impossible. April 29, 2003